za vse nas!

ja js bi tut mogla nehat kruh jest...čeprou sm že kr neki živil črtala z jedilnika ampak enim se pa kr ne morm odrečt...js zadne čase sploh ne morm velik jest(najbrš se mi je želodc skrču) in sm ful vesela zato...zvečer tut več ne jem tko da lohk povem da odkar sm na tem forumu mi gre bolš...in zahvala gre usm vm res hvala



upam da gre tut vm uredu...držim pesti za use

Allow me to introduce myself. My name, or as I am called by so called "doctors", is Anorexia. Anorexia Nervosa is my full name, but you may call me Ana. Hopefully we can become great partners. In the coming time, I will invest a lot of time in you, and I expect the same from you. In the past you have heard all of your teachers and parents talk about you. You are "so mature", "intelligent", "14 going on 45", and you possess "so much potential". Where has that gotten you, may I ask? Absolutely no where! You are not perfect, you do not try hard enough, further more you waste your time on thinking and talking with friends and drawing! Such acts of indulgence shall not be allowed in the future.

Your friends do not understand you. They are not truthful. In the past, when the insecurity has quietly gnawed away at your mind, and you asked them, "Do I look....fat?" and they answered "Oh no, of course not" you knew they were lying! Only I tell the truth. Your parents, let's not even go there! You know that they love you, and care for you, but part of that is just that they are your parents and are obligated to do so. I shall tell you a secret now: deep down inside themselves, they are disappointed with you. Their daughter, the one with so much potential, has turned into a fat, lazy, and undeserving girl.

But I am about to change all that. I will expect you to drop your calorie intake and up your exercise. I will push you to the limit. You must take it because you cannot defy me! I am beginning to imbed myself into you. Pretty soon, I am with you always. I am there when you wake up in the morning and run to the scale. The numbers become both friend and enemy, and the frenzied thoughts pray for them to be lower than yesterday, last night, etc. You look into the mirror with dismay. You prod and poke at the fat that is there, and smile when you come across bone. I am there when you figure out the plan for the day: 400 calories, 2 hours exercise. I am the one figuring this out, because by now my thoughts and your thoughts are blurred together as one. I follow you throughout the day. In school, when your mind wanders I give you something to think about. Recount the calories for the day. It's too much. I fill your mind with thoughts of food, weight, calories, and things that are safe to think about. Because now, I am already inside of you. I am in your head, your heart, and your soul. The hunger pains you pretend not to feel is me, inside of you.

Pretty soon I am telling you not only what to do with food, but what to do ALL of the time. Smile and nod. Present yourself well. Suck in that fat stomach, dammit! God, you are such a fat cow!!!! When mealtimes come around I tell you what to do. I make a plate of lettuce seem like a feast fit for a king. Push the food around. Make it look like you've eaten something. No piece of anything...if you eat, all the control will be broken...do you WANT that?? To revert back to the fat COW you once were?? I force you to stare at magazine models. Those perfect skinned, white teethed, waifish models of perfection staring out at you from those glossy pages. I make you realize that you could never be them. You will always be fat and never will you be as beautiful as they are. When you look in the mirror, I will distort the image. I will show you obesity and hideousness. I will show you a sumo wrestler where in reality there is a starving child. But you must not know this, because if you knew the truth, you might start to eat again and our relationship would come crashing down.

Sometimes you will rebel. Hopefully not often though. You will recognize the small rebellious fiber left in your body and will venture down to the dark kitchen. The cupboard door will slowly open, creaking softly. Your eyes will move over the food that I have kept at a safe distance from you. You will find your hands reaching out, lethargically, like a nightmare, through the darkness to the box of crackers. You shove them in, mechanically, not really tasting but simply relishing in the fact that you are going against me. You reach for another box, then another, then another. Your stomach will become bloated and grotesque, but you will not stop yet. And all the time I am screaming at you to stop, you fat cow, you really have no self control, you are going to get fat.

When it is over you will cling to me again, ask me for advice because you really do not want to get fat. You broke a cardinal rule and ate, and now you want me back. I'll force you into the bathroom, onto your knees, staring into the void of the toilet bowl. Your fingers will be inserted into your throat, and, not without a great deal of pain, your food binge will come up. Over and over this is to be repeated, until you spit up blood and water and you know it is all gone. When you stand up, you will feel dizzy. Don't pass out. Stand up right now. You fat cow you deserve to be in pain! Maybe the choice of getting rid of the guilt is different. Maybe I chose to make you take laxatives, where you sit on the toilet until the wee hours of the morning, feeling your insides cringe. Or perhaps I just make you hurt yourself, bang your head into the wall until you receive a throbbing headache. Cutting is also effective. I want you to see your blood, to see it fall down your arm, and in that split second you will realize you deserve whatever pain I give you. You are depressed, obsessed, in pain, hurting, reaching out but no one will listen? Who cares!! You are deserving; you brought this upon yourself.

Oh, is this harsh? Do you not want this to happen to you? Am I unfair? I do do things that will help you. I make it possible for you to stop thinking of emotions that cause you stress. Thoughts of anger, sadness, desperation, and loneliness can cease because I take them away and fill your head with the methodic calorie counting. I take away your struggle to fit in with kids your age, the struggle of trying to please everyone as well. Because now, I am your only friend, and I am the only one you need to please. I have a weak spot. But we must not tell anyone. If you decide to fight back, to reach out to someone and tell them about how I make you live, all hell will break lose. No one must find out, no one can crack this shell that I have covered you with. I have created you, this thin, perfect, achieving child. You are mine and mine alone. Without me, you are nothing. So do not fight back. When others comment, ignore them. Take it into stride, forget about them, forget about everyone that tries to take me away. I am your greatest asset, and I intend to keep it that way.

Sincerely,

Ana


UPAM DA BO KJ POMAGAL.
rada vs mam!

hei^^
evo jst sm tut kle...

am jah jz tut hujšam. ana zame ni bolezn, pač stil živlenja...tko da hello everybody:)

p.s.: grr jst morm tut kruh nehat jest
luwYaaaaaaaa

A mi lahko ena plis napiše kuk kalorij ma določeno sadje pa zelenjava??al pa če date kak link?!
Nujnu rabm!
Hvala

http://www.cenim.se/zivila.php

Meni se zdi dokaj uporabno.

HVALA

Ni kej.

hej punce, js sm nova tukaj. danes nasla tale forum... super!
js sm z vami, zavidam vam da ste ve ze vse suhe, js pa ne... pri 59kg pac res ne morm bit, sploh ker sm visoka komi 160. rada bi mela 45kg... sanjska teza.
ampak mene vedno znova zavede hrana, ker mi je okusna... noro... ne morm vn iz tega zacaranga kroga...

no dons sm ze zacela dokaj v redu, zaenkrat spila samo kozarc vode+jab.kis in pa sedaj kavo instant espresso z lahkim mlekom.
vem da bom kasneje ful lacna... in tok si zelim, da bi mi danes uspelo in jutri pa pojutrisnjem...

upam na vaso pomoc in motivacijo!!!

kaja dobrodošla...ja itak da ti bomo pomagal,sej zatu smo tuki...če boš kj rabla al pa če te bo kj zanimalu,ti kr vpraš...
Jst sm mela tut 58-60kg ku sm začela hujšat in bi jih tut rada mela 45kg...vlka sm pa 162cm...upam,d mi rata,k mi glih ne uspeva j preveč...

tut js sem nova na forumu.. no imam eno ogromno težavoooo. rada bi čimprej shujšala, 2leti nazaj sem tut stradala in izgubila 10kg zdj sem se pa zredila in se tk grozno počutimmmmmmmmmmm help me, rada bi čimprej shujšala vsaj 8 kg, lahk tut da nč ne jem, kok se da največ na dan shujšat?

nanja je napisal/a:tut js sem nova na forumu.. no imam eno ogromno težavoooo. rada bi čimprej shujšala, 2leti nazaj sem tut stradala in izgubila 10kg zdj sem se pa zredila in se tk grozno počutimmmmmmmmmmm help me, rada bi čimprej shujšala vsaj 8 kg, lahk tut da nč ne jem, kok se da največ na dan shujšat?

Če boš na hitro shujšala, boš tu hitro težo dobila nazaj Najbolš je da začneš vsak večer/jutro tečt 10-15 minutk, namesto sladkanih pijač piješ vodo, čim manj sladoleda, čokoladic, piškotkov jest, veliko, veliko sadja in zelenjave jest pa bo Počasi se daleč pride. Js hujšam že en mesec in sm zgubla 3kg

heyla

mene pa samo to zanima kko se bruha po kosilu al pa nevem pač k meki poješ
ena ženska je napisala na fb o tej strani pa sm se lihkar prjavu in me zanima kko se bruha pa kaj morm pojest da laži..
ščetko si tiskam u usta in dol in use...
in
NEMORM BRUHAT negre&negre plissss help me too če dko ve

žančey je napisal/a:heyla

mene pa samo to zanima kko se bruha po kosilu al pa nevem pač k meki poješ
ena ženska je napisala na fb o tej strani pa sm se lihkar prjavu in me zanima kko se bruha pa kaj morm pojest da laži..
ščetko si tiskam u usta in dol in use...
in
NEMORM BRUHAT negre&negre plissss help me too če dko ve

caoooo ja porin si scetko cist do konca ane notr pa bos vidu ce bo šlo.

Ninko. je napisal/a:

nanja je napisal/a:tut js sem nova na forumu.. no imam eno ogromno težavoooo. rada bi čimprej shujšala, 2leti nazaj sem tut stradala in izgubila 10kg zdj sem se pa zredila in se tk grozno počutimmmmmmmmmmm help me, rada bi čimprej shujšala vsaj 8 kg, lahk tut da nč ne jem, kok se da največ na dan shujšat?

Če boš na hitro shujšala, boš tu hitro težo dobila nazaj Najbolš je da začneš vsak večer/jutro tečt 10-15 minutk, namesto sladkanih pijač piješ vodo, čim manj sladoleda, čokoladic, piškotkov jest, veliko, veliko sadja in zelenjave jest pa bo Počasi se daleč pride. Js hujšam že en mesec in sm zgubla 3kg

CIAO ja pij samo vodo, pa res na tešče pejt laufat al pa neki cardio vadba pa to, jest sm en tedn jedla samo juho, pa kislo repo, velik srala , bruhala shujsala sm 5 kg

palačinka je napisal/a:

žančey je napisal/a:heyla

mene pa samo to zanima kko se bruha po kosilu al pa nevem pač k meki poješ
ena ženska je napisala na fb o tej strani pa sm se lihkar prjavu in me zanima kko se bruha pa kaj morm pojest da laži..
ščetko si tiskam u usta in dol in use...
in
NEMORM BRUHAT negre&negre plissss help me too če dko ve

caoooo ja porin si scetko cist do konca ane notr pa bos vidu ce bo šlo.

Men ful pomaga, če na neki ogabnega študiram

Men ful pomaga, če na neki ogabnega študiram

Kaj svoje golokoščene fotke gledaš ?

Bulma je napisal/a:

Men ful pomaga, če na neki ogabnega študiram

Kaj svoje golokoščene fotke gledaš ?

točno tako! dej si roko no, ni vsak tko pametn.. to ti je prirojeno al morš nardit kak izpit?

Thinspiration <3 je napisal/a:

Bulma je napisal/a:

Men ful pomaga, če na neki ogabnega študiram

Kaj svoje golokoščene fotke gledaš ?

točno tako! dej si roko no, ni vsak tko pametn.. to ti je prirojeno al morš nardit kak izpit?

Ne ampak med vami še osel pametno deluje.

Bulma je napisal/a:

Thinspiration <3 je napisal/a:

Bulma je napisal/a:

Men ful pomaga, če na neki ogabnega študiram

Kaj svoje golokoščene fotke gledaš ?

točno tako! dej si roko no, ni vsak tko pametn.. to ti je prirojeno al morš nardit kak izpit?

Ne ampak med vami še osel pametno deluje.

Najbolj pametna tuki si ti. Da se greš iz samga dolgočasja registrirat na tale forum je žalostna zadeva. Še hujš je, da svojo ''inteligenco'' ne izkoristiš za kaj pametnejšega. A se ti ne zdi mal bedno pisat tuki tko glupe komentarje, ki so podn od podna in itak nikogar tuki ne zanima tvoje mnenje. Očitno si preveč popolna za nas, ker drugače bi se najbrž lotevala s podobnimi problemi. Sorry baby, lepotni ideal dandanes je vitko telo, žal pač ne mormo vsi prit do njega po naravni in zdravi poti. Če nam to ni blo podano v zibelko, se pa mormo drgač lotit stvari.

Thinspiration <3 je napisal/a:

Bulma je napisal/a:

Thinspiration <3 je napisal/a:

Bulma je napisal/a:

Men ful pomaga, če na neki ogabnega študiram

Kaj svoje golokoščene fotke gledaš ?

točno tako! dej si roko no, ni vsak tko pametn.. to ti je prirojeno al morš nardit kak izpit?

Ne ampak med vami še osel pametno deluje.

Najbolj pametna tuki si ti. Da se greš iz samga dolgočasja registrirat na tale forum je žalostna zadeva. Še hujš je, da svojo ''inteligenco'' ne izkoristiš za kaj pametnejšega. A se ti ne zdi mal bedno pisat tuki tko glupe komentarje, ki so podn od podna in itak nikogar tuki ne zanima tvoje mnenje. Očitno si preveč popolna za nas, ker drugače bi se najbrž lotevala s podobnimi problemi. Sorry baby, lepotni ideal dandanes je vitko telo, žal pač ne mormo vsi prit do njega po naravni in zdravi poti. Če nam to ni blo podano v zibelko, se pa mormo drgač lotit stvari.

Zakaj pa predvidevaš/verjameš da sem ženska Če bom napisal da sem marsovec mi boš tudi verjela ?

Tolk slabš, če si tip a dej, zamisli se nad sabo no.. da se greš na tak nivo spustit, da težiš mladim puncam, k hočjo bit suhe.. get a life!

Thinspiration <3 je napisal/a:

palačinka je napisal/a:

žančey je napisal/a:heyla

mene pa samo to zanima kko se bruha po kosilu al pa nevem pač k meki poješ
ena ženska je napisala na fb o tej strani pa sm se lihkar prjavu in me zanima kko se bruha pa kaj morm pojest da laži..
ščetko si tiskam u usta in dol in use...
in
NEMORM BRUHAT negre&negre plissss help me too če dko ve

caoooo ja porin si scetko cist do konca ane notr pa bos vidu ce bo šlo.

Men ful pomaga, če na neki ogabnega študiram

ja Npr. KWA ? povej se ostalim

Thinspiration <3 je napisal/a:Tolk slabš, če si tip a dej, zamisli se nad sabo no.. da se greš na tak nivo spustit, da težiš mladim puncam, k hočjo bit suhe.. get a life!

A veš da povprečna ženska pove okoli 7000 besed na dan medtem ko moški 3000?

Nejc, mrš po vino!

betterthanthis je napisal/a:Nejc, mrš po vino!

HejŁa!
Vino mu nbo pumagu =D
Nov sumo med vami suhicami =P tud js rabm mau pudpore pa svetovanja...enkrat sm že bla res u nulo suha(usaj zdi se mi) sam js sm tkrt šla sam na stradanje...me znima kko ste začele bruhat oz a mi to udsvetujete no js sm si zastavla d shujšam 7 kil kar bi pumenil d bi bla dost bl suha kokr sm =))) inn sicr mam 168cm 46kg sram me ie k sm bajsa...pč mau sm se zapustila zadne caite,nism kj dost jedla sam nism neki teluvadla >.< pč uno pu enmu tednu recmo se pugleaš u ugledau inn pilates je men neki ful pumagu sam js sm mela unga za eno uro inn polj
Nejc:pejt mau pu sobi pugleat k zglea d si tm lajf zgubu =P č je pa preueč razmetana pa pejt kr k najbolšmu susedu kupt u Mercator (neki trga) č nimaš kšnga dobrga nasveta udmašeraj >.< očitn ne zastopš d se lahka me spraumo na te vaše ''ZDRAVE'' forume k ni tutalno nubenih ''norcv''(k kao me smo) tm inn bomo me wm razlužile d ste zapigani pa dbeli...kao normal neki kle furaš ma mrš!Nismo nore to ie nš način lajfa č te pa mot se pa prtož na tramvaj kumando +Č te kj mot se zbriš,spizdi,pujej se pa vrž se na tla kr zemla rab gnoj =P